2013

Nth to look forward to. Being unable to split myself has made me just dislike all these festive seasons even more. Its so tiring. I wonder when will my energy run out. Need more slp...

Baby's my temp energy booster

The end of 2012

Been sometime because i actually forgot my password. Hmm...

Kinda busy lately. And tired...

And maybe i realised i am not able to handle ppl who cant be thoroughly open with me. Subconsciously i tend to keep them abit further than intended.

And so when i m mentally tired i tend to keep most ppl at bay. Because my hands are so full from trying to commit to current commitments.

Coming back from bali has made me a lil on the fatigue side too even though i practically did nth there...

Maybe its time to put everything else aside... And just focus and getting back on track....

Xmas is arnd the corner. I dun usually celebrate xmas or buy presents unless its an organised kinda thing. Like a xmas xchange. Sometimes it can make me quite stress cos i feel obligated to return gifts if i receive one.. Not that i mind giving. Its just tiring trying to shop for gifts...oh well .. Another year has past. Scary how time flies.. And i wish i'm on the list for obs...

Thats all for now..

Stressy messy

Been a stressful day. All the hustle and bustle trying to clear all the nitty gritty work. And daddy's unwell. I hope he will be fine soon. His tummy is super bloated until it looks like its gonna burst anytime. Scary. And my days are so packed i hope i have time to squeeze out to bring him to the hospital for xray. Now waiting for available dates.. Doc seen him not unsure whats happening. Under observation still.

2 more days. I'm stress not only cos of the emcee. But maybe accumulatively i have too many things happening arns the same time. And i have to struggle with the script. I just wished it would flow out more naturally... Zzz

Oh wells.
My china breaks coming soon. Tahan abit more...

Backdated a little

Been kinda long since i blogged. Exhausted mentally and physically but i cant even list out what i'm tired abt.
Just some updates. Baby's been kinda cheeky. The injury seemed to not affect her in any way. Hope it heals soon though. Seeing baby growing everyday really is a joy indescribable using words. But i do hope baby doesnt get too close to the helper until she forgets abt mummy. The helpers a little weird too. Sometimes forgetting baby's not hers. I guess you just gotta draw a line somewhere. Treat as own is good but too close is no good.
Some photos for the day:

Clavicle fracture

Baby fractured her clavicle after gg for an xray. Poor girl. But she's still gg strong. Became a one arm bandit. Ha!
Sis must be having a hard time trying to enjoy herself over there. But i guess u really cant heck it if its ur own kid who has a fracture. Furthermore she's only a baby. Oh well, baby falls. She'll recover.

Baby looks fine today :)

Church weddings are probably not suitable for me.

Feeling quite frustrated at this point of time. I hope it goes away soon. I'm not so sure i'm able to hide my unhappy tone any much longer.

And i really dun mind. Just that, maybe u could for once lemme feel more important.

I just hate how it bothers me. And i cant tell u.

I need my tokyo stew n ramen n yami yogurt.... My comfort food..

I got a shock when i heard that baby fell from the bed. But i think she shud still be alright. Most babies fall at least once in their life. Bruise wasnt too big. Hope no internal injuries.

Buffet again today at kiseki. Its really no wonder my diet plan is so much less effective. I just cant bring myself to starve. Heh.

But i gotta start disciplining myself. Because i do feel better and i'm starting to be able to fit into my clothes... 😊

Time for bed soon. Tmr's merwyn's wedding. Gotta wake early.

Hope baby's gonna be alright!

Looking back..

Was trying to organise my files and realised i cant cos its a disaster. Everything everywhere.

As i go thru all those fotos, a sense of nostalgia washed over me. So many things has changed. But some ppl nv change. =)

The foto was taken during my 21st bday. Missed the kinda life i had back then. Carefree full of touch rugby life.

More exercise to come...

Been feeling a little more tired than usual after the yellow ribbon run. I guess its because i didnt do any conditioning.

I went to the gym the day before. The girls at the reception werent exactly helpful. So little lost me went arnd looking for machines which werent too complicated to start off with.

The next day my thighs ached n i knew i havent been exercising some muscles since dunno when. And i still think i must have been crazy to sign for gym. Ha!

Seeing this little fella always make my day end well. ❤

Yellow Ribbon Run '12

Today's the first time i took part in a 10km run. I guess maybe in future it wouldnt seem as fearful as i thot. But i'm totally exhausted. Feet aching and all. Just wanna lie in bed... But i'm glad i completed it. :)

Went down to northpoint just now and brought baby for the baby spa. Think she cant take crowds. Just like me. Haha.

Think i can just lie in bed for the rest of the evening.

Yawns.

No wonder i'm with the force now!

Was digging thru my boxes of "treasures" and i found my old fotos. Did bring back some nostalgia.

Finally got the fans fixed up. Feels so much better now. Crestar's swift air is really good i must say...

Tmr's yellow ribbon run. 10km. Omg. Why didnt i check... I'm so gonna die. Shall do a big walk instead... Heh...

Gonna have an early night.
Goodnight world.

The little happy moments...

My one meal of the day.... Finally... Favourite.... HORFUN!! Awesome. Always taste better when u r hungry...

Had been a tiring day. Had problems waking up this morning due to insomnia last night...

Maybe thinking abt being the emcee got me a little mentally stressed. I need ' how to be an emcee for dummies'...

No choice alrdy...

I miss baby alexis! Seeing her tmr. ❤

Just be happy

I feel something lacking these days. Am not sure how to handle all these ambiguous feelings. But life still goes on. Primarily, my concern would still be to live everyday of my life as happy as possible. No matter how others try to hurt me, i shouldnt let them affect me much. A few moments of unhappiness would be all i need.

And i think everyone should do the same. :)

Little alexis is growing up

Today this photo of baby just makes me wanna laugh... Why so cute?? Lol

First post of the blog.

Awesome. I'm back to blogging again. And i'm just lazy so the default templates provided will do. :)

Cheers!