Shifted

Shifted to timelesspensieve. My blogs didn't quite use to be exactly personal and therefore shifted quite a few times. now, i don't exactly recall the logins and the addresses. so i guess i will let them fade along with those memories. They weren't exactly happy memories anyways.

Just dropping by to say hi and see if i can find myself again.

Everyday's a torture.

2013

Nth to look forward to. Being unable to split myself has made me just dislike all these festive seasons even more. Its so tiring. I wonder when will my energy run out. Need more slp...

Baby's my temp energy booster

The end of 2012

Been sometime because i actually forgot my password. Hmm...

Kinda busy lately. And tired...

And maybe i realised i am not able to handle ppl who cant be thoroughly open with me. Subconsciously i tend to keep them abit further than intended.

And so when i m mentally tired i tend to keep most ppl at bay. Because my hands are so full from trying to commit to current commitments.

Coming back from bali has made me a lil on the fatigue side too even though i practically did nth there...

Maybe its time to put everything else aside... And just focus and getting back on track....

Xmas is arnd the corner. I dun usually celebrate xmas or buy presents unless its an organised kinda thing. Like a xmas xchange. Sometimes it can make me quite stress cos i feel obligated to return gifts if i receive one.. Not that i mind giving. Its just tiring trying to shop for gifts...oh well .. Another year has past. Scary how time flies.. And i wish i'm on the list for obs...

Thats all for now..

Stressy messy

Been a stressful day. All the hustle and bustle trying to clear all the nitty gritty work. And daddy's unwell. I hope he will be fine soon. His tummy is super bloated until it looks like its gonna burst anytime. Scary. And my days are so packed i hope i have time to squeeze out to bring him to the hospital for xray. Now waiting for available dates.. Doc seen him not unsure whats happening. Under observation still.

2 more days. I'm stress not only cos of the emcee. But maybe accumulatively i have too many things happening arns the same time. And i have to struggle with the script. I just wished it would flow out more naturally... Zzz

Oh wells.
My china breaks coming soon. Tahan abit more...

Backdated a little

Been kinda long since i blogged. Exhausted mentally and physically but i cant even list out what i'm tired abt.
Just some updates. Baby's been kinda cheeky. The injury seemed to not affect her in any way. Hope it heals soon though. Seeing baby growing everyday really is a joy indescribable using words. But i do hope baby doesnt get too close to the helper until she forgets abt mummy. The helpers a little weird too. Sometimes forgetting baby's not hers. I guess you just gotta draw a line somewhere. Treat as own is good but too close is no good.
Some photos for the day:

Clavicle fracture

Baby fractured her clavicle after gg for an xray. Poor girl. But she's still gg strong. Became a one arm bandit. Ha!
Sis must be having a hard time trying to enjoy herself over there. But i guess u really cant heck it if its ur own kid who has a fracture. Furthermore she's only a baby. Oh well, baby falls. She'll recover.

Baby looks fine today :)

Church weddings are probably not suitable for me.

Feeling quite frustrated at this point of time. I hope it goes away soon. I'm not so sure i'm able to hide my unhappy tone any much longer.

And i really dun mind. Just that, maybe u could for once lemme feel more important.

I just hate how it bothers me. And i cant tell u.

I need my tokyo stew n ramen n yami yogurt.... My comfort food..